Let Me DesiGn yOu

the compilation of 2011

2012-01-03T00:28:00.002+08:00

The year go on..
The memories never fade..
This is the compilation of 2011..
Me like it me love it..
All about me,people that i adore and my favorite things..
Nothing more and nothing less..
Just ordinary.

Written and compiled by
-secret-

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hello there

2012-01-02T02:23:00.003+08:00

goodbye 2011
hello 2012..
i got no clue things that might and will happen...
like always and always my fingers hesitate what to type on this keyboard..
my mind to my heart and to my fingers and then nothing much came out...
im seeking for the mood..
as im seeking for the answer...
tough i gotta admit.
hard i gotta admit.
but somehow happiness grows in a black hole im also gotta admit.
the unforgettable memories.
the unforgettable people.
the unforgettable feelings.
i grew stronger.
i became more mature.
i differentiate things.
i learn to see from hidden angles.
i drew perspectives of ma life.
the skills somehow need to develop.
the characters i need to eliminate.
the storyline i need to adjust.
the ending that i never be sure.
wondering what i will be.
who will stay with me.
who gonna stand right beside me.
who gotta lend me the smile and then i can give the tears.
yes im smiling and yes im frowning.
and sometimes im crying.
and walking...and walking..and keep on walking..
tomorrow i will see you again...

to be continue~~

I´ll Try Anything Once

2011-11-05T00:11:00.002+08:00

Ten decisions shape your life,
you'll be aware of 5 about,
7 ways to go through school,
either you're noticed or left out,
7 ways to get ahead,
7 reasons to drop round,
when i said ' I can see me in your eyes',
you said 'I can see you in my bed',
that's not just friendship that's romance too,
you like music we can dance to,

Sit me down,
Shut me up,
i'll calm down,
and i'll get along with you,

There is a time when we all fail,
some people take it pretty well,
some take it all out on themselves,
some they just take it out on friends,
oh everybody plays the game,
and if you don't you're called insane,

Don't don't don't don't it's not safe no more,
i've got to see you one more time,
soon you were born,
in 1984,

Sit me down,
shut me up,
i'll calm down,
and i'll get along with you,

Everybody was well dressed,
and everybody was a mess,
6 things without fail you must do,
so that your woman loves just you,
oh all the girls played mental games,
and all the guys were dressed the same,

Why not try it all,
if you only remember it once,
oooh ooooooh,

Sit me down,
shut me up,
i'll calm down,
and i'll get along with you,

(okay one more time)

Paradise Road Gallery Cafe

2011-10-02T05:05:00.005+08:00

The central pool court of Gallery Cafe,formerly the reception space of Geoffrey Bawa's old office.

one of my favorite moment.
during a visit to Sri Lanka.
i wish i could return here someday.
for some reasons most of the people around me never understand.
which is for me it is a matter what i feel inside.
that engraved such a good memory.
and i like to described it as 'spiritual architecture'.

by
-secret-

but i LOVE u most of all

2011-09-18T23:45:00.003+08:00

Well you know I hardly speak.
When I do it's just for you.
I haven't said a word in weeks
'Cause they've been keeping me from you.

There's a way where there's a will.
You know I got no need for stairs.
Step out on the window sill,
Fall with me into the air.

So, here we go.
Hold on tight and don't let go.
I won't ever let you fall.
I love the night.
Flying o'er these city lights.
But I love you most of all.

Well there's something you should know.
Girl (boy) you should have died that day.
You fell reaching for the rose
Baby I was there to save you.

minor alteration by:
secret (18/9/2011) 11.47 pm

thank you AGAIN

2011-09-16T19:48:00.003+08:00

again..
n again...
when will this be over?
someday...
promised day...
always guess it wrong...
1 year...2 years...3 years...or 10 more years?
when n why?
i got no clue.
do u truly understand it?
i dont think so coz u never feel it.
so get lost from me.
the unwanted things that only ruined my life.
and thank you AGAIN.

the Hustle Rose

2011-07-11T02:17:00.006+08:00

a quote from me to begin the short post...

"sometimes i feel the guilt in me.when something good come to me.things have to be sacrificed.and some in a bitter way for someone else"

glad someday that I've been waiting for finally come...
a reason to be happy.yes i am...
i am a Hustle Rose..
that goes from limb to limb..
to reach for sunlight..
it aint easy.Never easy for me..
"im used to it" i mean being alone..
but sumhow i need it too...not being alone..

the thorns from the Hustle Rose is harmful for the others..
but for sumone its a way of me staying in...n stay longer like i always hope...
im tangled around it...not to make u suffocated...
but to learn u..understand u...
the nature of u...
just wanna be good to u...
so u'll be good to me.
no! i dun wanna be just good.i wanna be better..
better thn others so in ur eyes im different thn others..
but still...
i dunno wat u see in me..
and i dun want u losing ur good frens becoz of me...
i can witness it from here..
remember that i told ya tht im a good listener and observer..
i observed without u noticed it then i think it deeply...
i listened to it closely and i can tell the different tha good n bad melody...
i've been thru a lot and i know..
this post not supposed to be sad..
it should be cherished with happiness im feeling now.
but sumhow the guilt kill it softly tonite.
the guilt for them tht i called "the waiting'' been distance away from u.
becoz of me.
and i dunno why i should apologizing...
but still, by saying this make me feel better a bit..
im sorry...to whom may concern.

written in a middle of the nite by
secret.
(2.34 am and i happy to accompany D)

Naked

2011-06-29T23:33:00.014+08:00

barely naked?
or naked totally?
don't worry this is no 18sx matters.
it just sometimes i prefer the figure Naked..
rather than fully covered.
why?
i'll tell u now.

"architecture is about being discovered from deep exploration even it just two pieces"
quoted by -secret-

don't take this seriously or ur gonna blow ur mind.it just a mere metaphor of how easy people misinterpret it just from a single word or two words and maybe three.

Naked- the originality.true beauty.
two pieces- not like u were thinking.it just Idea & Concept that were combined together.

here is the Insane formula I've created.
Idea+Concept = Naked

found it dizzy?crazy?gibberish?
Ok lets go direct not Zig Zag.
i present ya my one night stand model making process and how ugly it turned into.

Project info
------------
Type : High Rise office building
Idea : never abandoned the Old when the New rely on it.and shallow Sacred Geometry study for the form construction.
Concept: The Shift

Naked-stage 1

Naked-stage 2

Naked-stage 3

Completed

ugly isn't it?
i mean i like it more Naked-stage 3 rather when its completed.
what say u?
Naked?
Bare Naked?
Completed?
u decide.
coz whatever it is my decision is final.
i like it more Naked.

written crazily early morning by
secret

Blue for Sky

2011-06-28T22:56:00.012+08:00

loooong semester break...
4 months like seriously?
like u gotta be kidding me..
when u got no job and staying at home..
it feel like forever!..
b4 this i work during the semester break..
however this break due to some reasons...
i decided to work from home..
literally it means:-
- sleep extra time
- fb extra time
- movie extra time
- wondering extra time
- everything can be super extra!
- and not to forget being a baby sitter all the time!

ok enough with super extra introduction.
the topic is supposedly about: blue for sky?
yeah my favorite color one of it is BLUE.
i painted the wall blue and did a work of art on it.
IDEA come im quickly throw it out.
it was like im experimenting for my sudden IDEA tht came last night about painting the wall.
i spent almost rm60++ shopping at the hardware store.
and now are u ready to see the result.before and after.
peek-a-boo below...

weapons for destruction!

i sacrificed my left middle finger just for the sake of hanging these!

before: worse than tsunami

push away everything.

i painted it Blue.weeeee...

painting session completed! weeee...

cut and paste the Fence..

cut and paste the Flower...

nearly completed for the Flower

and here it is...Tadaaaaa!!

experiment 101 succeed!
and proudly i did it all from shopping,painting,cutting,pasting and even cleaning ALONE.
all in one day.
and everything because Blue for Sky.
im out.

designed,edited,composed and written by
secret

Gravity

2011-06-24T15:14:00.009+08:00

lying on the bed at staring at the cloud on the wall

and i found this sweet melody tht calm me down...
the Gravity it is...

When I walk I touch the sky
I feel ten feet tall
And I know why

It's everywhere
It's in your eyes
The secret that we can defy

You helped me grow
Now you gotta let me go
Cuz I have learned to fly on my own

And it's gonna be
Pulling on my heart and soul
But I can't go back now that I know

Falling upwards
Catch me if you can
One step forwards
Here we go again

Gravity

in ma secret secret domain i took this pictures

and the best wat to ended this..
i wish the Gravity stay still in me..

by
secret

Terang...i see the light.

2011-06-22T21:34:00.029+08:00

its been a week..
or more thn that perhaps..
but it feel like it just happened yesterday..
good memories just in the corner of my eyes...
a spectacular view and im enjoying it really..
wondering wat is TERANG?
here are the list of some explanation according to my WikimissD..(my own version of Wikipedia)

Terang
---------
- Terang! 2011 is the 23rd Architectural Workshop, and is organized by Universiti Teknologi Malaysia, Skudai.
- Terang in my definition are:- Terang with new faces (getting knoe people)
Terang with activities (getting involved with activities)
Terang in the dark (the performances mostly lighten up people in the dark)
Terang with cheers (lotsa talented people cheers and be happy)
Terang early morning (gotta wake up early everyday setting up booth)
Terang la wei! (ok takde idea dah.merapu tak abis2).

sebenarnyer...i try to sleep..
but i cant..
so maybe writing a bit can help me feel at least sleepy.
a tiny one i hope.
ok! get to the point shall we...

the journey started from shah alam...to subang...back to shah alam...stop jap at FSPU uitm then directly to SuKuDai...(by meaning,not any suku kaum.it just how people purposely pronounced it wrongly but i found it funny and interesting really).

owh shall i introduce the fellowship of Terang journey to the south?

uitm clan
---------
-me
-fiqa
-talkative hairie

PALAM clan
-------------
-annoying firuz
-pretty yok
-silent lan
-zhaf (with no frontage nickname)

ok malas nak cter...the rest i include picture jer la..
coz pictures tell the whole story better thn words sometimes...
sneak,dig and take a peek...
TERANG!..

along the way

Myvi stalker!

Myvi stalker is nearer!

pot pet pot pet Hairie

KONON comel.fiqa

SukuDai!

UTM finally!

just arrived.sempat posing

KONON pasang for installation

GengsTER and Kunang UiTM

the crowd bebeh!

BEWARE of DON terang!

me pointing at DON terang.

head-girl of Kump. Gula2

KONON jage booth

cool entertainment while jage booth.tetibe semua nampak KACAK

the victim.beli buku jgn tak beli pretty pretty PALAM girls.

me and si junior PEMBULI

archyworkshop melahirkan ramai FUTURE JEDI.barula TERANG.

kanak2 hyper.melompat menjerit tak kire waktu n tempat

me and the gengsTER guys

ok it just me

final words from me...
TERANG! i see the light..
in the end of the tunnel..
mornight fellas!.
i gotta sleep..
if i can la..

written, merapu,composed by
secret

The hills are alive with Vintage me

2011-06-11T00:30:00.039+08:00

short diary from me.
-------------------------
location: bukit tinggi & cameron highland.
favorite outfit: 90% from OBB
things that remind me:the scenery
who accompany me: my beloved family
message for the wishing star: i just wanna be free & happy
last words from me b4 i reveal the journey:

"always chase the morning sun because that's what ur day gonna be- always bright and beauty"
"always enjoy the beautiful scenery because that's what the real picture forever will rest in-your memories"

the vintage-style outfit
---------------------------

moment 1-black dress by OBB

moment 2: grey dress from OBB

moment 3: black laced short dress by OBB

moment 4: peach color maxi skirt & Coco Chanel inspired cardigan from OBB

things that i carry
----------------------

the vintage style traveling briefcase

the accessories

beloved people that accompany
--------------------------------------

the family

my beloved mummy and daddy

the sisterhood of traveling pants.

the girls except for baby izz

me and miss aliyah

me and lil miss wiwid

owh baby baby
--------------------

baby izz piggybacking me

owh i fall in love with him

alone me
-------------

that's all for now...
we will meet again next post...
with love...xoxo

sincerely
secret

Another Pre-Loved Party

2011-06-04T17:09:00.013+08:00

welcome to my favorite vintage domain

Hi!!..
today is Saturday not Friday or Sunday...
well its a Pre-Loved mood filled in the air...
talking bout cute stuff,vintage and sweet looking outfit?
im heading to one and only place...
the old blossom box store..
check it out girls..
the Pre-Loved party..

the crowd?

the girls

more girls

n etc

thanx to my sis fatty coz accompany me...
but lil bit sad coz lil miss wiwid and baby alah too lazy and can't join us...
but still, we both have fun...
we came early, sharp 12!...
grab anything tht caught my eyes...
fatty did most the observation and grab-that-outfit part while im comfortably sitting in a corner watching the girls having fun grabbing and shopping...
all pretty pretty girls and also included few boys...
funny looking at them dunno wat to do coz 90% inside the OBB were female and the remaining were male...
maybe:-
(1) kene pakse ngan gf to follow
(2) checking out hot chicks
(3) into shopping errr MAYBE.

n i heard this conversation between male n male..."wei jom turun bwh hisap rokok"..
suffocating from shopaholic girls madness don't ya? :-)
haha and check this more pictures of me,fatty and cute jezzy...

tats all for today post...
looking forward for next Pre-Loved party at OBB...
and tomorrow another Pre-Loved sales at stellar..
let see if im going...

xoxo by
secret

Abandoned

2011-05-30T01:19:00.013+08:00

Abandoned is the word..
i leave this journal abandoned...
something abandoning me...
abandoned revolve around n around...

i hear this music lately...
not a melody of sadness...
or bitter...
perhaps a combination of all...
with something beautiful and lead me to shut my eyes and feel the invisible..
then it can make me smile..
but for some they call it Insanity..
but im not insane...
im being me.

if i shud tell the whole world what the recent war and who's win..
it will be a topic of blast!
the most painful war I've created for crossing the borderline of my feelings...
it takes quite sometimes to heal...
if i tell the whole world what's happening...
it will be either noticed,forgotten or maybe not even bother..
so i choose a secret as key, hide it somewhere and there so nobody can enter my world..
except by invitation...
the secret list i keep writing on, cancelled or sometimes erased.
who's will be the guest of honor?
i dunno.

so much things happening these last few days...
i don't quite sure why god made it happened...
the more im trying to seek the answer to more twisted it be...
so i just leave it there...abandoned..
it was like a slow motion construction that waited for budget to keep on going...
no budget means nothing...
is it if im not supplying any budgets then things will be over and forgotten?
so there it became abandoned man made structure?ugly!
im an architect in progress...
im always lead but im obeying god..
tht make me a normal human being..
then i let this phrase out:

''let see if u will remember or either u will simply forget when u already got what u want?i don't lose anything.it was u losing me.think again"

and again it is related to abandoned...
coz never leave me abandoned for too long...
coz each days something missing and in the end u got nothing...
nvm then..
i will stand here on my feet, watch and wait what gonna happen next.
for i am a good listener and watcher...
and a hard believer...
to own my trust is not tht easy...
so appreciate when i give one...
now im already reached the end of the sentence...
and again i leave this dusty journal abandoned until i figure out what to let out.

written by
secret (30/5/11)

Pure Sunshine

2011-05-14T20:40:00.017+08:00

i felt a sudden sense of adventure...
the night was slipping into insanity, and i was aware of it...
there was no turning back now, and i loved it...
its not about the fights or the fading streetlights...
its about two nights that weren't going to be different from the rest, but then took a turn...
its about trying to find out who you are and who your real friend are...
its about everything being the same..the same..the same..
its about nothing being the same again..

its not about Pure Sunshine..
its all about Pure Sunshine...
(quoted by Brian James)

hi again my online journal...
and hello to Pure Sunshine...
forever it took for this new post to appear..
and forever it is to coordinate things i wanna write down...
for some already passed but still tangled in my mind..
and some easily forgotten..
well im just a normal human being...
some memories i engraved and will never forgot...
a mixture of bittersweets.

one day i sat by the window..
clueless with nothing to be done...
i lay on my bed...
wondering and looking thru the blank wall like a screen that display thousands pictures on it..
i smile then i frown..
in a corner of my bed i saw the camera...
grab it...
a magnificent ray of light penetrate thru the window of my room..
creating a beautiful shadow and lighten up the dark gloomy enclosed space...
i captured the view before the light fading away...
like i never want something beautiful simply vanished in a chapter of my life...

well it happened most of the time..
some leave me hanging...
some play hide and seek...
some leave and appear again but it was too late...
i always said ''its ok im used to it...
the hidden meaning behind it '' well i am strong on the exterior but very fragile inside.please don't ever repeat it again''...
and that how people behave...
they never stop hurting others until the learn how does it feel to be treated such way...
often they misinterpret is as a HATE but it is NOT...
couldn't find an appropriate word to describe it...
its Ok if u never believe it because what matter to me is i know that i never LIE when talking about this...

by the way...hey u start with R...thanx for this...
take care and hope we can be friend even things between us don't happen according to plan...
god have a better plan for u and me...
don't worry, i never forget u even ur slowly put me aside from ur mind...

owh i made friend with some new people...
how interesting knowing people from different perspective of life...
thanx to god because never leave me EMPTY...
god always hear my pray and i am sorry if i misbehave and forgot my responsibilities to obey...
i am ur humble slave and always need a GUIDANCE..
give me NUR in my life...
and that what the Pure Sunshine all about...

how difficult it is trying to keep a SECRET within...
and trying to find someone who truly UNDERSTAND so i can release everything that i keep...
because all that people see is a wide smile and rarely a broken heart...
i just don't like people close with me noticed for it may affected them...
as long as they are happy i am happy...
but when will i truly be happy??
i leave it upon god to decide.

easy LIKE people...
hard to LOVE one...
once a BROKEN HEART...
the scar is FOREVER..
but can i LIKE u??
never told ya so but always afraid to feel that way...
always ended up with disappointment...
then i will feel sad again...
its not like i never try seeking...
but each time a huge wall stop me from continuing the journey...
and once again i leave it upon god to decide...
one wish...
SOMEDAY i like to call...
someday it is...
im waiting patiently in my secret garden...
always BELIEVE that my roses will grow wild again like how it used to be before...

written by
SECRET

get serious

2011-04-16T19:23:00.017+08:00

i am an architecture student...
im living in a messed for almost 6 yrs in this archytorture world...
and since my whole life is all about architecture, i don't really like to talk about it all the time...
sometimes we need a break and thats the reason i created this blog...
talking about other things that i like...
but i think somehow i should relate a lil bit bout my passion...
lets breaks the tradition and lets get serious...
introducing my final project this semester: high rise competition for academy science Malaysia new office...
its not finalize yet and may need some addition...pardon me if it look ugly...
last minute work...(^_^)

and the pictures below was during the pinned up drawing preparation at ASM gallery...
the assessment for the winner will be happen next monday...
i don't have much hope in this...
because some of my studiomates produced better thn i did..
but as long that i am happy with it...
that enough already...

at 1st when i think i should talk more on my design...
the clock is ticking already...
damn its nearly 5 am...
i should get some sleep...
tomorrow and the other days after will be a very bz day...
nite/early morning...

composed by
secret

24th belated B'day dinner

2011-04-04T15:35:00.011+08:00

shoe: forever 21 floral oxford
grey legging: purchased from ShenZhen China
dress: old blossom box

this year im purposely procrastinating my birthday celebration..
just a small celebration among family members and thts the best...
this was due to submission which falls on ma bday and also waiting my bro in law got back from Brunei...
so we were out on saturday nite and went to favorite Vietnamese cuisine in Shah Alam, Asiari.
great dinner and all the girls look pretty in OBB...
2 brand new OBB clothes purchased in the afternoon before dinner...

from left: mum, me,fatty,aliyah and widah

me: in grey maxi dress (present from my beloved dad) (new)
fatty: pink LOVE cardigan
aliyah: navy blue T (new)
widah: blue-redish orange top (new)

the format is the same...
now we are heading to pictures please...

introducing the clan yo....

the baby, baby mama n etc

baby IZZ...

baby MIKA...

and me with etc...

and now lets go mum...we went home...

Transformation

2011-04-02T03:05:00.010+08:00

The Transformation

yeah im talking about transformation...
i know my birthday belated already...
but still wanna talk bout it...
i got RM100 worth of voucher from Clinique for my birthday gift...
it was a personal make up Workshop...
it surprised me in the end...
to see how it transform me from lame to glam!!...
thank you Clinique...
u just made my day....
this is what the story about...

partner of the day - my sis fatty

before - without any make up on ma face

and the tutorial begin!!!.....

the result....tadaaaaa.....

owh i forgot to mentioned...
after wonderful transformation...
we went to empire for window shopping...
until we stumble upon cute Jezmine with her other half...
yeah what a small world...
she spotted me and my sis wearing in OBB and took the picture of us together using her blackberry...
and the picture below taken from my camera...
another addition of happiness for tonite...
and im happy to go to sleep...
weeehoooo...
thanx god for the wonderful day...

fatty, jezmine and me

gotta sleep...
gotta wake up early tomorrow...
xoxo by secret...

eat....pray...love Episode 3

2011-04-01T16:36:00.011+08:00

post after post and i now as i promised the episode 3 of eat...pray and love...
nothing to do this afternoon plus the temperature is hotter nowadays made me stuck at home...
yeah after bz day the previous weeks now i can sit and write bout it...
what so great bout it anyway...
i will tell ya later....and where did i stop last time?? check this out...
2nd day we went around ShenZhen area visiting great architectural buildings as a precedent study for our current high rise project..
i cant remember the buildings name but i remember these great pictures below...

the girls and tour guide in brown

isha in the middle look like a local girl in ShenZhen

in front of great design office building

and it was my turn posing in front of this building

we went at the podium level and jump high

autumn in my heart cast

shooting model wannabe in the telephone booth

well this thing not designed to lay our back and pretend to sleep but we just did it

awww they just LOVE me

martial art action in front of ShenZhen public library

and this is how the episode end...
im lazy...hehe...
and like it did hundred times before...
stay tuned and dun change the channel...
coz if u think eat...pray..love has come to an end...
u just got it wrong there....
wait for the next upcoming episode...
xoxo...

written and reported by
secret

gotta HAVE it & never make it STOP

2011-03-30T19:29:00.007+08:00

according to jezmine the price depends on either the plain design (RM 180+) or the printed design (RM 220+)

ok before i start u can called me CRAZY or watsoever sh**...
and why???
coz DESIGN submission for competition is tomorrow and i haven't done or type any report for it...
damn im CRAZY...
but im cool with it as long as i can do ma favorite things...
well wats up with the title....
what that i gotta HAVE it and never make it STOP??
im not trying to replace Joan Rivers in Fashion Police on E!! by talking bout this crap...
well im falling in LOVE with something new from OBB...
Jezmine posted bout it on fb and im immediately make ma why to the boutique...
owh mom...if u ever read ma blog...what do you think bout it??
i gotta HAVE it for ma b'day which is tomorrow...
p/s: what so GREAT having a b'day on submission day and not having things that i want...(try to earn sympathy from those who care but i think it don't work btw)
PHEWLEASE.....
or what if mom said make it STOP...
but i think never make it STOP???...
well u'll be the judge...

the red riding hood theme

me in alice in wonderland theme

close up view

miss fatty in pale pink design

and a good way to end the OBB visit...also gotta HAVE it...choc macaroons from "that last slice"

ok this should sound more appropriate at this moment...
i gotta make it STOP and make my way for DESIGN report...
daaaa~~ people..
and xoxo by secret...

Pre-Loved PARTY hit the block!!

2011-03-26T16:41:00.014+08:00

the self-made poster by secret

im always figure out reasons to chase after my fav things...
yeah im escaping ma DESIGN which is in a critical stage due to final submission next week...
since im all alone in the house (bibik not count) coz my fam all went to family day and wish i cud be there and enjoying every moment...
so i woke up this morning rushing from ma fren house to ma family house...
showering...put on ma lovely maxi dress ( early b'day present given by my lovely sista ) which i purchased from this online boutique...and heading to OBB store...
i arrived 12.30 pm and the crowd already filled in OBB store...
saw cute jezmine at the counter and even thought she was so busy she never missed those lovely smiles on her face and greet me HI...(btw u look lovely jezmine)...
so here are all the pictures taken...
so many people so i just managed to took only few of it...
enjoy the view...

in the scene...

and candid pics of jezmine....

and here come the foods....yummy.....

and me with jezmine...

Ratu Kebaya

2011-03-16T06:25:00.009+08:00

me and fatty

im living all these years with multitasking...
why i said so??
i haven't sleep all night long completing tons of assignments but yet i still got time to write in here...my online journal...
last week i went to Johor Bahru attending my cousin wedding...
my best cousin and still 24 yrs old which is same with ma age (im turning 24 on 31st march)...
i remember wearing this Uluwatu handmade kebaya purchased during holiday in Bali island and long skirt i bought from Old Blossom...
at 1st i thought im gonna look all weird but in the end i love the whole combination...
enjoy the view....

all together....little cousin, me , fatty and miss baby aliyah

short and quick post...
i wanna sleep now...
stay tuned coz the next post gonna be the next episode of eat..pray love...
wait till i clear up my mind and finish up this madness bzness...

xoxo by
secret

eat....pray...love Episode 2

2011-03-07T22:53:00.013+08:00

cant stop myself from LOL

1...2...3 say cheese...and im all good..

yes im back...
after not that so long time..
monday = design day = tired = not enough sleep...
but wateva it is better pull the memories in my mind out and patch it here before i forgot each every particles...
2nd day on a land of ShenZhen, China...
i woke up late when im supposed to wake up before 8:30 am..
well blame all the activities the day before yo and my body do need a rest too...
i am all black that day and we walked to Muslim restaurant which was 5 minutes from the hotel...
freezing cold and me not really used to it...
i ate big portion noodle soup and not really like it...
too soon but im starting to miss Nasi Lemak, Roti Canai or Kuih Koci (errrr why Kuih Koci??) wateva bantai jerla...

ready to cross the busy road

lady in red = my studio-master, Ar. Dr. Mariam

aya and faatin

"taxi!! hot ladies wanna ride home"

and they walk...

and they pose...

from an edge view...

i love took candid pics...
that might explained a bit why i got only few pics in this post...
well this is just a start of a 2nd day...
whats coming after is more...
and more pics of me enjoying this beautiful journey...
i gotta stop here and will continue later...
most importante is...keep ur ass still to this channel and don't move...

written and reported by
secret

eat....pray...love Episode 1

2011-03-04T17:55:00.033+08:00

i got stuck in this superb movie...
and im totally falling in love with it...
eat pray love is the title...
for some people they can easily fall asleep watching it coz maybe the way the movie delivering messages is too heavy, quite slow and its required u to think deeply to really understand it...
but for me this is what i love to call BeauTiful...
somehow im really into it and i even imagining myself as part of the journey she's having...
nothing more meaningful than being a traveler...

i EAT...
i PRAY...
i LOVE...
follow me in this Episode 1 of my own journey...
coz this is my own version of eat..pray..love..

excited faces of my friends upon the arrival

we departed from LCCT on Saturday 6:30 am...
it was a 3 hours ++ flight...
i LOVE the feelings of anxiety when it come to travel other places...
well u knoe million things can happen ahead..
then i sleep and very properly lor coz coincidentally i was arranged to sit next to the lecturer...
yeaaaay finally we safely arrived at Hong Kong international airport...
very modern architecture designed by infamous architect and built on a man-made island...
but the weather was hazy and foggy...
i was informed tht outside temperature dropped to 10 degree Celsius...
im not expected tht cold and same with the others...
thanks god i prepared thick clothes and a pair of magical glove tht u can see in most of my pictures...

dragging my heavy luggage here and there with all the energy left

jet lag was always a bad friend of mine...

and have to catch up with new environment that happened too fast...
we arrived...we met the funny talk active Malaysian Chinese tour guide...get our asses into the van...and went to train station to cross the boarder of Hong Kong - ShenZhen (china)..
blalalala...immigration...blalalala...and tadaaa we were now at ShenZhen...
still cant get enough with the tiresome process and when i think its over...
guess what? coz it aint over yet.. we were all have to carry heavy luggage up the badly designed staircase and going down again...
i tell u what...first impression not that cool...
and plus the temperature even lower than when we were at Hong Kong...it was 8 degree Celsius..ok cut the whole details...
we finally at the Chang An Hotel, Shennan East Road of Shenzen...
and we spent our first night at ShenZhen walking around Dongmen street..
i tell ya tht Dongmen street is like a huge uptown where Haggle is like a War...
but we were able to save our energy tht night with only window shopping activity...
coz tomorrow will be the real Battle and we swear we will fight till the last drop of our Yuen money...
to be continue...

1st pose in front of my hotel room at ShenZhen

at the lobby and ready to Dongmen Street

at the battlefield a.k.a one of Dongmen Street shop

the Chinese salesgirl dealing with customer at the back while we just like to pose

another snap..hihi..

me and camim in front of Dongmen Street and ready to get back to the hotel

more news will come and stay tuned with this channel...

reported and written by
Secret

learn to read and u'll UNDERSTAND

2011-03-03T19:24:00.012+08:00

please read properly and you'll truly understand

as i promised and im holding into it...
supposed tht this post is only for my recent journey experience...
but i add something something in between of it due to some changes approached along the way..
first of all..

i never thought tht among the readers there will be you...
nothing u can find in here...no past...just present...or something between..
i should make things clear and i think there was misunderstanding for some people..
or maybe for a person..
this is regarding my previous post..
shall i rewind it...

Play of the real World

and particularly for this subject no 2...

(2) i am happy when u happy my dearest friend...sincerely true from deep of my heart. so congrats tht u now officially paired up and no longer live in lone ranger world. u know who u are and i insist u listen to this song which i specially dedicated to u (neyo-im in love)...pray for ur happiness...

to be direct, the person tht i congratulated is Arif Saleh ...one of my best friend..
long story short, after 1 yr ++ being single he's finally found his dream girl..
and to be true, the term "my dearest friend" is only for my close/best friend only...yeah ONLY..
i don't call betrayer as a friend...nor an enemy...betrayer is someone tht i don't knoe or don't even wanna knoe...
it did sound like a HATE and again it is no HATE...
just honesty...
it just enough and stop what u r doing and thinking...
just live the path you've chosen...
don't try to complicate things coz it ended up you'll be falling down...
when sometime u think like the whole world talking bout u, i think thts the perfect time for u to wake up and wash ur face...
never make urself a topic when it don't sell or already expired...
people just don't bother coz everybody got other important things to take care of...
harsh? and once again NO...
i just speak honesty and maybe the next time when im writing bout someone i should mentioned their name...
thats will be better...
gotta wrap it it up...
promise the next post will be more beautiful than this...
coz this is just ugly and polluted already...
i'll clean it up people.

sincerely written by
secret

Play of the real World

2011-03-02T00:28:00.009+08:00

i stumble upon experiences and i learn...
something caught my attention and pull me on writing a bit bout it..
i left the archy pract writing assignment and here i am..
lately I've been an exclusive audience of a play tht i prefer to call "Play of the real World"..
NO its not something tht u can watch anywhere....
and YES it was an analogy of things happened around me lately...

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(1) acquaintance i dun really mind, friend i do mind and close/best friend i really really do mind...but do we have to talk bad bout best friend when the victim ( the one who's been the subject which people talking bad of him/her) never ever think so that their own good friends will talking bad behind him/her back?

im feeling like im a middle person. coz im a listener and at the same time im feeling bad when my best friends delivering something which was not true.

so stop this childish talking, grow up accordingly with your age and let people live what they want. p/s: this can be subjective but i particularly pointed at certain issues which i choose to keep the rest only to myself.

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(2) i am happy when u happy my dearest friend...sincerely true from deep of my heart. so congrats tht u now officially paired up and no longer live in lone ranger world.

u know who u are and i insist u listen to this song which i specially dedicated to u (neyo-im in love)...pray for ur happiness...
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(3) to feera - sorry i couldn't send ya upon ur departure to aussie...hope u can start a new life, forget those whoever hurt ya, meet with lotsa handsome/nice guys and live like a single girl bebeh coz it rocks!!...hehe semangat terlebih...meet ya again next time...

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(4) for some people tht i meet almost everyday and will continue another 1 yr plus plus....i hope the change in ya as much i hope the change of goodness in me...i dun need extra weight when the baggage i carry already burdening me.

i consider everybody already grow up when they know what to do. so super extra attention might not help at certain point when it only equivalent to a difficulties for some people. respect people and people will respect u in return. and we are not a military man tht required force energy to move on. we move our self the way we wanted to be.

in a Play, some people acted as antagonist some protagonist and some even acted both. the one who acted both is very greedy (beware coz they tend to be a Chameleon when they can camouflage depend on situation. so far i found one and he/she no longer can be defined as Chameleon coz he/she is very outstanding,clear,outspoken and super sarcastic narcissistic ).

so people....minus the bad character and add more good character. i Love when the world at peace and i try to erase hatred in me. its no longer bring benefit instead hatred eat u from inside.let they be what they wanna be and we be like we wanna be but try not to be like them.the bad side of it.

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(5) lately i befriended with GHOST...not like tht creepy ghost but a human lor...it just his identity is a mystery for people around me. if i dun tell people will speculate but it i tell people will speculate more...so better remain in silence..let him invisible and be GHOST...

surprisingly i just talked over the phone almost 1 hr plus with tht so called GHOST...lotsa leaking information ya and it was like a miracle talking on the phone tht long coz I've not been doing tht quite so long.it was fun and honest too....hihi. if everyday i dun think i can do it..penat lor.i probably will be dead to sustain talking on the phone everyday...go green and it save energy...errr motif?? i just talked rubbish and pardon me ya.... :-)

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(6) and yeah the next chapter it will be all about adventure im having recently.....i writing so much already which i suppose to spend like this for my archy pract assignment. sigh~~~...ok i stop here and for next time topic i give a clue by uploading below pics....

bye and xoxo
from

secret
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A letter to a friend

2011-02-11T01:25:00.008+08:00

Have you heard?

2011-02-09T23:39:00.007+08:00

Saw the water, not the waves
Caught your eye, forgot your name
Always leaving, either way
I want you to stop me

Episodes to fantasize
TV movie of our lives
The future is all mine
I'll find it on my way back

Saw the waves, but not the tide
I couldn't stay, I don't know why
A sailor married to the sea
My luck is a lost key

The door is locked from the inside
Don't wait around, I won't arrive
Keep a room somewhere for me
I'll find it on my way back

When I'm gone
I'll know what I've done
I'll go where I don't belong

It's all, not one
I love everything
No sleep; I lose everything
Oh don't tell me again
I won't see you again

me and ghost

2011-02-09T02:47:00.008+08:00

fear of a ghost is not necessary..
because sometimes the ghost only watch u from behind without any harm..
the ghost only like to stay quiet..
and prefer being an audience rather than performer..
why need to disturb others when sometimes they dun even bother..
either they ran away from you..
or pretend that they dun even see u..
why GHOST?

a novel : Anil's Ghost

hectic day with anger and sadness within..
visit the new neighbor and grab something on top of bedside table..
i remember purchased this at Barefoot, Sri Lanka..
mysterious piece that im about to start exploring..
gotta find the missing piece..
gotta tear apart bad sketches in ma book..
and replace it within something new..
find a perfect angle..
rejuvenate myself and wanna sketch it more beautifully...

no so little thing but given by a very big beautiful heart

finally im able to put aside the rose..
no more staring it each and every time..
dusty rose with thorns all over it and old teddy bear..
a perfect match that representing only a liar..
but this one have a high sentimental value..
yes before this i always use this tag-line in my family domain..
"sharing is caring"..
but for this not so little thing i created new phrase..
"sharing is no more only for this"..
let spell it together D.A.Y.A.H..
but somehow maybe you also will be like the others..
ignorance..
the wind already bring the good news about ya..
be happy my dearest friend.

written by
secret

A little more OR a little less

2011-02-05T15:22:00.006+08:00

puzzle of life comes in various forms u can never imagine

i got a question for you

can i ask u?
do u prefer a little more in me?
or just a little less tht i own?
can u answer to that question?

bad people answer : wrong and twisted
modest people answer : direct and simple
good people answer : indirectly and true
the mystery man answer : purely and beautifully. he's not only answered to the question but he give me the solution of the puzzle tht left undone in me. he's the chosen one.

look into my eyes and listen

question again...
where are all the good man in this world?
and there he go along with the vanishing of this world.
but wait there...
only the good stay till the end and will stay by ur side no matter what.
so why bother all the worries when we only have so little time to live?
sooner or later he will come to u..
in a good sense of manner.
and i believe.
but do u believe?
pure heart always know his way back but dead man remain lost in his own world.

i believe

November Rain - wish it will stop soon

2011-02-01T01:33:00.001+08:00

this is ma song...
i start knowing life when the year tht im really into this...
when i listen back to it...
it remind me of something tht i wish i can forget...
it funny knowing how life related to something...
and how easy the melody and rhythm intruding every vein in my body...
moving along so fast until it reached the sacred place called HEART...
please understand tht i have to go on...
i do have my own believe...
lie, betrayal, ignorance, hate, sadness, pain...
let the time wash the remaining dirt in me...
so I'll reborn in a pure inner beauty side tomorrow...
just give me white sheet of paper...
i'll sit enjoy the beauty of life as long as i live...
and trace every memory captured in me...
and someday i'll pass on the secret ...
to the person tht i believe..
who he might be..
yet a mystery.

written by
secret

kitty in Pinky

2010-12-25T23:32:00.006+08:00

it almost midnight.
and im doing my daily routine..
cleaning catz crib and feeding them..
recently Beijing gave birth to 7 baby kittens...
poor 1 baby kitten died the day after...
while waiting for ma sis wrapped up the cleaning routine..
i kidnapped 2 most cutie baby kittens...
put them in ma pinky shoe..
and snap few lovely pictures..
so loud they cried and almost drive the mama cat going crazy...
but i safely return them to where they belong..
sleep tight cutie baby kittens and mama Beijing..
meet ya all tomorrow.

the midnight rose...portrayed her beautiful pink color in the dark

desserts for the rain

2010-12-20T21:04:00.008+08:00

perfect team

its raining heavily out there...
and i made myself and my sister two cups of original Bali coco...
when we sit back and enjoy it...
i can promise ya a very good feeling of it...
simply delicious..
i think i was addicted to Bali coco lately...
why not?

and to pair it up with something sweet...
i bought 5 pieces of macaroons and pavlova cake on ma way back...
i was thinking bout it all day long in an office...
so as i heard the punch-card machine singing sharp 5.30pm...
i grab ma lappy bag and drove to the place..
smile all the way back..
this is the price of happiness..
why dun we spend more to something tht we like..
well its not a crime ya...
enjoy the view.

Pavlova cake and colorful macaroons

and two cups of hot Bali coco.what a perfect match!!

walk..talk..shop

2010-12-20T11:33:00.022+08:00

shopping hunting

peek a boo

seafood? yummeh

when i walk i travel...
when i travel i learn new things around me...
did anybody ever tell ya that...
"being a traveler u understand the world better"
or
'' to travel is better than to arrive"
or
"walking is never ending until it bring u out to something"

what about talk?
talking too much can caused everyone even u urself a headache..
once a song sang bout "talk like an open book"
not talk like gibberish..
sometimes i chose silence as the key for a solution so i can watch and conclude...
sometimes i gotta talk and let it out so people will understand...
but do u understand? hmmmm i dun think so.
here i wanna talk bout...
journey as i walk in Bali Land...

i walk...i talk...i shop...
pretty much exciting isn't it?
try it urslef...
then tell me your story.

3 amigos or charlie's angels

thinking of?

paddy terrace village

on top of a mountain.still so far away.

monster ready to swallow us.

one bf at the back.little bf with me.

Legian. shopping outlets everywhere so do the clubs and pubs.look at the girl behind me yo.

happy together forever more.

packing ma stuff.

and leaving on a jet plane.

out to sea....

2010-12-17T17:48:00.011+08:00

"out to sea is the only place i honestly can get myself some peace of mind"
my most favorite line and yes it was so true.
coz i love the sea and the ocean breeze..
it bring me calmness and the prove of the beauty god created..
one of the place tht gv me inspiration...
eyes tht see the beauty...
ears tht hear the ocean breeze...
hands tht open wide to feel it..
try it.
u'll be in peace..
Bali island and the spectacular view from the pictures taken on the ground near the temple tht for the Balinese considered as one of the sacred place..
"we built the temple at the cliff so it will protect the people from harm''...
no wonder they highly praised that temple...
we are standing right next to the cliff..
if i jump will i still be alive...
yeah if i can fly i will be alive..
enjoy the view..

eyes tht see the beauty...

ears tht hear the ocean breeze...

hands tht open wide to feel it..

enjoy the view she said

written by
secret
p/s: and yes i miss u too...its never too late if u realize...pray tht god will guide u too...

Hidden Silhouette

2010-12-16T15:53:00.020+08:00

can u see in the dark?

can u see what she sees?

can u reach this hand?

blindness that's what u r...
signs u cant read...
heart u cant understand...
feelings u cant satisfy...
what more do u want?
im gving all the space tht u need...
remember u asked for this...
so i guess u already get wat u want...
u should be happy then...
the hidden silhouettes..
a girl..
the mysteries behind it all..
can u solve the puzzle?
if u can...show me then..
if u cant...forget u ever read it..

can u remember what she like?

can u see in these colors?

can u read behind her smile?

if u still cant answer even one of it.
yes u r blind.

written by
secret.
to whom may concern.

in LOVE with pinky dress

2010-12-16T01:12:00.011+08:00

finally im able to wear this...
super lovely pinky dress...
and the vintage little briefcase...
Bali island spirit and tranquility tht me LOVE the most...
can i stay there a lil bit longer...
but there is always something tht stuck in ma head no matter wherever i go...
wondering wat it is...questioning myself even i already knoe the answer...
this is the story of my pinky dress...
Bali?
the next post revealed...

p/s: what should i do? pray tht god will guide me.only god truly understand even u cant understand it.if u ever know....maybe u never know.

written by
SECRET...(1:23 am)

Im fly away

2010-12-11T02:17:00.004+08:00

can i complete something tht I've fear the most?
can i continue writing there?
can i find peace?
can i just fly away and enjoy every moment?
i always believe in god.
everything happened for a reason.
a reason for me to believe tht this gonna be a good start of new chapter in my life.
packing my stuff.
ready to fly away...
meet u there.

written by
secret ( 2.27am)

Mew - White Lips Kissed (live)

2010-12-09T02:04:00.001+08:00

he with the voice of an angel,
appear in the dark lighting up from the fear within,
the forbidden lips and the white pale hand,
hold together till the end,
question of a lifetime,
forever this will remain,
or it just a white lips kissed,
dream will only be a dream,
when u wake up the next morning,
it will slowly gone,
only a history stuck in your weary head,
only u can make a change,
ask yourself then.

written by
Secret ( 2:03 am)
xoxo and gudnite million stars in the sky

The result of Unconditional LOVE

2010-12-08T16:28:00.004+08:00

the Oreo Choc - Vanilla ice cream cake

see??? tadaaaa.....magic magic magic!!!...
i told ya last nite tht i still got hope on this recipe....originally from Nigella but i did a lil alteration...
now we can eat it eat it and eat it....
like umpa lompa in charlie's choc factory...
fat fat fat...
but it stilll Yummmmmeh!!
this is wat i called...
The result of Unconditional LOVE....
arrrrghhhh guilty pleasure bebeh....
-tata-

Me do it like Nigella...yUmmY!!

2010-12-07T19:51:00.015+08:00

she is Nigella

cook when im bored...
cook when i saw sumhting tht caught ma eyes on telly-V...
cook when im craving into sumthing...
cook when i wanna everyone get involved and HAVE FUN...

she is not Nigella.she is me..hehe

they are not Nigella either. they are my assistants. introducing lil miss wiwid and baby alah

i may not be like Nigella...but at least i can do lil sumthing sumthing like Nigella...
Nigella Nigella Nigella...
why not Oreo Ice Cream cake!!
this is what i called Yummy HONEY bee...

cam-whoring 1

cam-whoring 2

cam-whoring 3

p/s: i hate when people tell me what to do coz when i wanna do it i will do without any notification. that's pretty much the way im dealing with things in ma life. im not a riot coz if i am i dun cook...is it related?? errr i dun think so but maybe a little.

ok2 we are not that yummy...
get to the topic ya...
where do i stop??
hmmmmm yeahh how to do the Oreo Ice Cream cake for sure...
seeing is believing ya...
lets get serious!!

crumbling tht Oreo into pieces using hammer

crumbling sum more with an addition of hershey's choc

see that above?? more choc but different kind...so crumbling sum more la...hammering...destroying...

b4 hammering and crumbling

what?? more choc?? again!! like am i a choc-crazy?? hehe add sum color to the recipe..why not maa..

now come the vanilla ice cream...yuMMMMMyyy...

mixing all together...

tadaaaaaa....put it inside here...wrap it...

lock it inside the dungeon. errrr dunno how long will it take to totally get into the right shape...i got a feeling tht if tomorrow still not frozen...we will just eat it no matter what!!

dear Nigella: we were ruining ur recipe...sorry but guys dun try this at home.it will end up with a huge disappointment...but tomorrow will come...i still got hope wat..

SO HAPPY TRYING....wheeeeee....full stop!!

Post No 3 of the night - Buried Alive in another guitar solo

2010-12-06T01:40:00.002+08:00

obsession of the week....
due to laziness to write anything...
so here i posted 3 videos in ONE NIGHT...yeah ONE NIGHT...
guitar solo and the story hidden behind this scene...
close my eyes...
listen to the guitar solo...
damn it feels good...
and my final words...
EAT IT ALL....yeaaaah...

Synyster & Zacky V guitar possession

2010-12-06T01:25:00.000+08:00

The Communication

2010-12-06T01:12:00.000+08:00

so many to do in so little time

2010-11-27T18:00:00.005+08:00

when we have so much to do in life..
in so little time..
we gotta plan it from the start..
but each time what we've planned not like we want it to..
so again we start all from scratch..
don't you get tired of it?
but that's the rule of life..
we can make a change by moving forward..
something better awaits at the end..
that how it supposed to be..
life must go on..
here i quoted a lil something from the other side of me..
the secret.

credit to :
lil miss wiwid ( photographer of the day )
miss alah ( thanx for the critique during photography session n calling ur big sista umpa loompa )

GigPosters.com

2010-11-22T15:02:00.002+08:00

melody of happiness grows around us

2010-11-21T16:21:00.009+08:00

its like in a lalala land...
a crazy one...
what im writing...
hell i dunno what it is...
but i feel happy a lil bit..
listening to the same songs...
a favorite one...
some may think my choices are awkward and whimsical...
try to be a metric girl or stars in the sky...
well u gotta believe me...
it was always a melody of happiness...
that grows around us...
do u ever realize it?

alone is never alone...
alone is when me with myself...
that's consider two of us...
yeaaah why not??
cherished happiness in my long path of life...
path I've chosen...
dare to join?
prove me something then...
-end of the story-

written by
SECRET...xoxo in the afternoon to whom may concern.

Take me to Lunuganga

2010-11-19T22:03:00.004+08:00

dear my robin bird...
can u take me up to the sky...
so i can fly to Lunuganga...

the only place i wanna be at this moment...
how i love to be there...
it was like my imaginary secret garden...
that I've been dreaming of long ago...

where i can i sit on the swing chair hanging from the top of old tree...
surround by everything that i love...
smile and close my eyes...
feel everything inside me...
hear my own heart beats along the rhythm of nature...

so i shall be free...
forever more i demand...
just me....Lunuganga...and everything that i LOVE.
mending what broken...
heal what ruin...

may my pray will be heard...
when i wake up the next morning..
i wish I'm there...
so please take me to Lunuganga...

written by
Secret

malady of soul

2010-11-06T23:36:00.006+08:00

just sit and listen...
the whisper of the ocean breeze...

just stand and feel...
the beautiful of the sunrise...

just walk and breathe...
the clean air that filling in...

just smile and believe...
the ending of the fairy tale..

just learn and speak...
the language of soul...

just find and cure...
the malady of ur within...

soon this malady of soul will be cured..
as long as the truth stand still...
and never be afraid to hold onto it..
when the coward disconnect and run...
surround the darkness and living in denying...
while im always here...
standing in my own world..
be real and facing whatever may come..
this untold mysteries will remain a history...
of how serious this malady of soul could be.

written by
secret

message in a massage

2010-11-04T22:59:00.017+08:00

today is a heaven day...
coz finally I've completed my examination nightmare...
but this nightmare ain't over yet till the DESIGN submission day...
but who said i cant have one day off on celebrating this temporary freedom??
YES i did...
the plan came out random..
call out the girls then announced the list of "what i wanna do this afternoon"...

the list
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(1) lets go for head and shoulder massage
(2) lets eat western food
(3) lets wear pretty outfit and crashing down the mall
(4) lets spread this message

a message in a massage...and massaging is on top of ma list...
pictures and pictures...
do tell the story of today can u??

me and fatty waiting for the foods

lil miss wiwid in a starvation mood. can simply tell by the look at her face.hihi

wah the food!!... lasagna, trifle and cheese on toast..YUMMY!!

hehe this is me in old blossom box blouse and the vintage purple belt too

lil miss wiwid enjoying her food...finally she said..

YUMMY trifle...

waaaah!! where all the foods gone?? in our stomach for sure!!...

and like any other story...
it end up well...
and HAPPY...
lalalala~~
2 new post in a single night..
waaaaah so proud of this achievement...
miss D wanna lay on bed and rest...
gudnite million stars in the sky...

written by
SECRET

and xoxo....

pretty boy next to me

2010-11-04T20:15:00.011+08:00

im supposed to post this months before...
coz i forgot about this funny story on ma way back to Malaysia from Sri Lanka...
when everything tht i wanna do i keep in ma brain...
this memory is hidden somewhere in the deepest corner of my brain...
then today as im browsing through ma hp...
suddenly i found this...
yeaaah this but wat it is??
hehe let me tell u the story 1st shall we...

yeah i was on the plane..
looking for ma seat in a hurry...
because im dying to get the seat next to the tiny window...
where all i can view was only cloud...sea and the airplane wing...
the three row seat was filled up by me, my fren and empty...
but not tht long when suddenly from the end of the aisle i saw something...
a handsome man walking and searching for his seat...
my heart was beating fast...
like i saw an angel...hehe too much i think...
he came nearer...
he stopped at our row...

wah!!!! damn crazy...
then he checked his number of seat when he supposed to seat at my seat..
but he said " nvm u can seat there and i will seat here"...
there he goes...filled up the empty seat..
i regretted that i chose to seat near the window...
in ma mind i was thinking of switching my seat with my fren..
so i can seat in the middle..
and the middle seat have more better view...
of him for sure!!! and i can get nearer to him...
but when i think it will be too obvious...
i just forget bout the crazy plan..

and sadly view from far...
haha too melodramatic...
when the captain announced tht we were about to depart...
and all i was thinking about was him and my empty stomach...
i was looking out the tiny window...
and back look at him...
he was reading a biography novel of obama..
and then few minutes he close the novel..
grab his ipod and he sleep..
in a cutest manner ever!!...
then after eating and while my fren was looking somewhere...
i took out ma hp...
and snap snap snap!!...
his pictures in ma hand...
hahahahahaha...

snap 1

snap 2

snap 3

owh pretty boy of mine..
it was the best moment i ever experienced in an airplane...
i felt tht time was so short...
and when we arrived...
all i can see was he walking by...
when slowly his figure gone from ma view..
the story end here...
and i wish he will read my blog...
this particular post tht i dedicate specially to him...
hahaha in ma dream....

ok then gotta do something else...
i wrapped it up here...

written by
SECRET

XOXO....

Blossom with macaroons and cuppies

2010-10-31T08:41:00.015+08:00

what to do on Saturday??
where to go on Saturday??
and what to wear on Saturday??
its all about Saturday that i love...
i met 3 of my best friends :-

(1) not too Old Blossom Box Store

(2) cute cup cakes

(3) super sweet macaroons

here u are...
the awesome awesome pictures taken...
owh I HEART u old blossom box store...

session with sisterhood and my beloved family
-------------------------------------------------

the crowd ambushed
-----------------------

pretty much everything...
and pretty pretty girls too...
what a Happy Ending for this story...
Loving It...
hoping more and more on this superbly cute event in the future...
xoxo by missD...

p/s: owh yaah i've been featured in jezmine blossom blog...thanx yaah dear...
check this out pretty pretty girls.
CLICK ME

The Brief, The Briefcase and The Book

2010-10-27T20:43:00.021+08:00

The Brief.
----------

"a garden beautiful and tranquil, a brief yet lasting memory"..
quote for a special garden...
The Brief was the name given...

In the land where the Jaggery grows,
and the skies are raucous with crows,
years ago on a pastoral hill,
which was left to him in a will,
a young man was heard to declare,
"I will build my own kingdom there,
and proclaim myself its chief,
as the one and only Bawa of Brief.

so he fashioned a baronial scene,
of verdurous tropical green,
with thickets and orchids and ponds,
among highly exotic fronds,
tiled follies of moss and fern,
odd statues at every turn,
and even a bold bass-relief,
by the talented Bawa of Brief.

(written by Bevis Bawa - the creator and mastermind of The Brief).

The Briefcase
--------------

i briefcase what i called..
a vintage one..
my favorite thing...
something that i carry and beneath it lies the untold secrets..
of my treasure..
that I've been keeping years and years...
and forever i will carry..
this briefcase...
day by day it will be heavy...
but don't worry coz i can hold the burden...
of my favorite things.

(written by SECRET)

The Book
-----------

dear a fren of mine...
that inspiring me on this..
The Book it is..
when i told him that life is like a book...
my book and your book..
are different..
when he said ''Don't judge a book by its cover"..
well i never was...
first impression might be..
when he think he can read my book...
but i told him...
" no one ever complete reading my book"..
my book is a secret...
when some of the pages are hidden...
my book is torn apart...
when nobody can find the missing pieces...
but i believe someday someone will be able...
to read The Book...
and he is the one with a Magical Power.

(written by SECRET)

The Brief, The Briefcase and The Book...of mine...

ChAnGeS....

2010-10-18T14:56:00.017+08:00

how long have u been standing here all alone??
how long have u been stared??
just to see what changes throughout the time...
is it too much to be true??
is it what u cant even recognized that is you??
questions of a lifetime...
but still so hard to be solve...
changes what it is...

once there were helping hands...
that always stick together no matter what...
they are what u called friends...
to die for is not too much to said..
now they letting their hands go..
leaving u all alone...
to cry for is not too much to do...
changes what it seems..

to be love and u are in love...
love penetrate in your heart...
and u are the happiest person in the whole universe...
however another love stop by...
but how could u easily pull it off from my heart...
leave a wound that take forever to stop bleeding...
im just fall while ur just walk...
changes that change u within...

u r ages...
but not that old...
u have learn...
but not that much...
u have seen...
but not that all...
but that enough to conclude...
that things can change...
sometime for the better..
sometime for the worse...
changes in time..

changes are changes...
just let it be what they wanna be...
let it see what they wanna see...
let they chase what they wanna chase...
coz someday when they realize what they are missing...
they will return...
or either they will lost direction..
just be yourself..
remain in the good side...
and god will help you...
changes that guide...

now can u see that everything can change..
now u got the true meaning of change...
now u know what change..
this is what i called...
changes in life..

Written by SECRET...for CHANGES (for u to click)

beauty along the journey of a girl in vintage shoes - part 6

2010-10-15T20:23:00.029+08:00

welcome to the land of Nuwara Eliya...

tip tap toe...
up to the sky we go...
another journey we will reach...
they said it took about 5-6 hours just to climb up Nuwara Eliya...
yes Nuwara Eliya...
pretty name for a baby girl i think so...
wat a beyond imagination...

my heart jumping..
too much excitement within...
i swear to myself " i cant sleep along the way"...
yes i stay awake...
he let us to open the window wider...
the cold slowly make it way inside..
the weather changed...
coz we're on the highland..

tea plantation...
local children waving...
the fog...
then we stopped by a small tea shop..
take a break with a cup of hot fresh mint tea..
so refreshing while enjoying the view...
gotta continue to the next destination...
shall we go now..

pass through the Devon Falls...
managed to take a few pictures...
and all the way to the top...
the night crawling...
covered the sun..
we're here now..
at 100 yrs luxurious hotel..
The Hill Club..
a place for an elite perhaps..
but im just an ordinary girl..
this is what i called...
my destiny...

good sense of welcoming...
walking through the door...
saw an English family gathered at the reading area..
complete with suit and proper formal outfit...
am i at England rite now??
getting more confused...
they lead us to the room...
here the fireplace...
old Victorian castle like interior...
feeling like a lady i am...

starving attacked..
we should get a dinner perhaps...
together we were walking in cold...
in the dark with the glitters in the sky as a leading light...
chose a restaurant...
eating and chit chating till mid night..
we should get back to the Hill Club..
in my bed they prepared a hot water bag..
for us to survive throughout a cold night..
wishing for a better tomorrow...
turn off the light..
and then i sleep...
goodnight million stars in the sky...

because u r 21...

2010-10-07T01:52:00.030+08:00

i wrote this...
yes i am...
some part of the lyric is me..
and some part is for u...
most of all...
because u r twenty one..
i pause a moment...
im walking slow...
u may think otherwise...
coz u never knoe..
lets walk in this pavement of life...
with u r there..
and i am here..
wherever i go..
all i can see is a huge wall..
even just to deliver this..
seems impossible..
lets crashing down this wall..
but with me alone...
i don't think i can do so..
it wont happen that way....

im stealing ur spotlight here..
sorry..
shall i say this..
because u r 21..
i wish sumthing tht i shall only keep it within...
knowing it won't change anything...
like wat happened before...
i'll just like to keep it to myself...
perhaps thats better...
words cant deliver wat i feel...
word is just a word...
that get broken each time..
promise is a promise..
that not always be real sumtimes...

yes because u r 21...
all i wish is sumthing tht u dunno..
like the puzzle tht cant be done..
scattered hopes and dreams...
u r too shallow and yet so young..
sumtimes u think u knoe it all...
but u only knoe the small pieces of life..

travel while u can..
wake up while ur still awake..
coz u r beautiful..
even all u feel is the ugliness in u..
a small piece of purity in ur heart..
is the whole wide thing i imagine..
im walking now...
maybe we will meet sumday...
maybe we dun...
nobody knoe...
but wateva it is..
be happy then..
when u r 21...
twenty one..(just click)

written by
SECRET...for 21.

beauty along the journey of a girl in vintage shoes - part 5

2010-10-05T22:50:00.020+08:00

A Tribute to Lunuganga...

here i stand on a ground..
facing to a tall gate..
from the first sight i thought I'm standing in front of an old cemetery..
the wind blow and push me forward..
put aside the fear in me and ring the bell..
the echo is around and later silent mode..
few minutes i saw a white figure walking down..
yeah he's the guardian of the place and he open the gate..
he spoke no word but we walk in..
its like climbing up the hill and walking through a jungle...
until a moment i saw a house on ma left...
and the view change immediately..
enormous green field and another house on the top..
few more white figures...
finally one of them speak...
told us bout the story of unforgettable Lunuganga...
a breathtaking place like no other...
no words can describe how beautiful it is...
my glass eyes shining bright..
and i put a smile on ma face...

i just stand still...
and enjoying the greenery...
i walking through underneath a crossover watch place...
an Australian artist was busy painting..
the guardian said.."she was inspired by this place and decided to stay for a few months"...
from a distance i can hear a ring bells..
it was hung from a huge tree..
i was close to an end...
im driving myself closer to that edge...
well when 1st i thought it was an end...
it was just a very beginning of a very spectacular view...
from here i can see the lake..
and from here i can feel the breeze from far away...
what a wonderful feelings....

i just love to close my eyes...
so i can feel it much more deeper..
then once again i smile..
thinking bout my life...
tragedies, happiness, sadness,people come n go and what gonna happen next...
but still nothing to worry in this place...
it just wash away the stain in me...
im at peace...
god have plan for me...
so i can find my place...
this is the reason why im standing here in a special place of Lunuganga...

every move i take was like a moment to remember..
the guardian said.."geoffrey is apart of Lunuganga"..
im wondering why it is so...
yes he died and his ashes has been spread all over Lunuganga..
and sometimes u can even feel tht he's around and watching u..
a very private man and yet so many secrets within..
and the loneliness surround his life..

i wish in this place..
wish i can stay much more longer...
wish someday sumone tht i love will bring me back to this so called paradise...
wish i can write poems about my life...
wishing for happiness...
wish that people will appreciate...
nowadays people are too blind to see...
people come and go...
people hide because they are scared..
of their own self..

this place has open my eyes wider..
to a great meaning of life...
a short moment to be remember...
for the rest of my life...
so god please hear my prayer...
i dun ask much...
and Lunuganga...
i'll see u again sumday...
and sumday i'll be waiting for...

beauty along the journey of a girl in vintage shoes - part 4

2010-09-04T02:40:00.016+08:00

woke up early...
with headache in my head..
today i put on t- shirt and match with my brown color Forever jacket..
nearly took the pork bacon..
lucky my friend warned me..

the tour guide await at the lobby..
fill up empty spaces in the van..
heading to the Bentota..
arrived at the 1st hotel done by Geoffrey Bawa..
can see his elements as i enter the main entrance..
Serendip was the name given..
the small courtyard with a man made pond filled with goldfish..
very welcoming elements..
local kids and tourist feed the fish..

me sat at one corner..
try to feel the invisible..
next went to others Bawa masterpieces..
the Bentota, Villa club and The Heritance..
don't know how many time i should repeat this but he's genius..
what more can u offer?
sometime better stick to the origin..
and u will never lost..
why creating the complicated when u already have a complicated life..
be simple..be real..be sensitive...
learn to appreciate and people will appreciate you in return...
yes everything that u did Bawa was so inspiring...
Yes..i am inspired by u...

beauty along the journey of a girl in vintage shoes - part 3

2010-08-28T20:40:00.011+08:00

palm to Mount Lavinia..
today i put on same black legging and nice classic mint colored dress..
walking on the same road..
from here and i can see..
as i enter with a hope..
that today gonna be brighter than yesterday..

speech after speech..
sketches after sketches..
lunch time here we go..
better be fast..
because i wanna swallow in sweet various desserts..

we talk and talk..
like there is no tomorrow..
but we gotta catch the other speech..
yes the afternoon speech is getting hotter..
feedback, arguing and etc..
somehow i realize..
it did open my eyes wider to my world..

the English guy sit next to me..
stared at me few time..
owh he just wanna see my sketch book..
beautiful sketches he said..
smiling from ear to ear i am..
no one ever said that to me before..

here come the closing ceremony..
sad it will be over..
hope will see them someday..
as i walking out, the darkness slowly take over..
i can see people with colorful traditional dresses..
a local wedding..
so lovely..
get back to the palm..
had a dinner..
and catch the night dream...
with a huge grin on ma face...
goodnight million stars in the sky...

beauty along the journey of a girl in vintage shoes - part 2

2010-08-28T02:23:00.012+08:00

put on black mini dress with black tight..
all black day..
feel nice and confident..
we walk on the roads..
dogs community ruling the road area..
at the end is the Mount Lavinia Hotel..
so classically colonial..
people with no faces, people with bright faces and everything..
here we are..

every input going in my brain..
interesting and brilliant..
lunch time with amazing and superbly delicious foods..
the sweetness i can never forget..
continuing more input..
get back to the palm..
return back to Mount Lavinia..
he showed us path to the beach..

stranger approached..
he was nice..
he like my talk and my outfit..
Remy he was, the french guy..
that eager to know the world of Malaya..
Kampong he was interested into..

at the dining table..
more people came and go..
all different and nice..
chit chatting till mid night..
ate more and more..
yes it is time to go back to the palm..
sleep with a great feeling..
cant wait for another tomorrow..

beauty along the journey of a girl in vintage shoes - part 1

2010-08-28T01:35:00.008+08:00

arriving here is something that i can never imagine...
the climate is nevertheless quite the same...
he put the welcome self-made flower around my neck...
the roads the people the places..
i close my eyes...tiredness ruling me...
i woke up...
here i am at the barefoot..
spectacularly relaxing..
i can feel the great air filling in my lung..
i stood there watching every elements..

he drove to the place..
used to be an office of Bawa..
the axis straight away the mini air well..
the water and nature married together..
somehow i imagining myself as part of it..

the other place is the best part of the day..
33rd lane no 11..
door of the sun decorated..
as light pass through..
shaded what it shown..
white color, light in..sound of water flow..
picture of Bawa at one small corner..
he is beyond genius..
can i be here much longer..

palm is the name given..
nice and simple..
nigh time we've decided one that shouldn't be decided..
narrow alley..lame road lamp..people with no faces..
I'm not sure we were doing this...
just go on because half we've already took..
the breeze of the sea i can feel..
sound of the tidal wave smashing the beach..
walk on the railway area..

we stand on the rocks..
looking as far as we can..
breath in the fresh air..
person with no face came approaching..
offer something that we shouldn't accept at the 1st place..
somehow he decided..
we just follow the path..
offer the hospitality..
telling the tale of the sea, people and places..
insecurity what controlling us..
we just wanna go..
safely we successfully go..

steps much more faster..
like walking on air..
thankful we r good..
arriving at the palm..
sleep like there is no tomorrow...

to be continue...

In my vintage shoes

2010-07-25T18:39:00.008+08:00

really love this pair of shoes...
the dark purple color absolutely stunning..
the price for this brand new shoes is superbly cheap..
me myself thought it can never be tht cheap?? well yes it is...
so watcha gonna do when ur so in love with it??
while writing this post, i still put on these lovely shoes..
it can comfort me and make me happy...
vintage is beyond lovely and thts what i love the most...
one of my fav things baby!!...
few pics i took and here how it look like..

the beauty is in details

put it on like it will last forever

stepping out on daisies

hanging around at the park

me in a small vintage shop

relaxing on a memory lane

owh how lovely...
i gotta keep my vintage shoes in a box...
gotta preserve it so it can remain the same...
so now it is time to go...
when u think u wanna see more..
u still got me here in my channel...
LET ME DESIGN YOU...the lovely vintage shoes of mine...
xoxo (^_^).

The Whistling Ghost - walking in Silence

2010-06-24T19:35:00.013+08:00

the whistling ghost??? NUH UH...

as much as i remember...something that i can never forget.
stared blankly to the white screen...
wind twisted flew across and hit my hair...
silence mode and somehow the melody...
i knew i heard it before...i remember...the exact melody...
something that sound like from far away but u can feel in ur body...

walking in silence and try to peek...

then i stop..slowly looking at my right...nothing..YES nothing...
twist my head front facing the white screen again...owh NO!!...
the sound of man whistling...the same melody over and over again...
like what had happened last 2 night...almost the same time and its a dejavu..
when u think it did happened before..like playing the cassette...
it somehow will start from the very beginning...

I'm not this scared tau...

before, i pretend like nothing happen...
but when it happened now i scream my sister name out of loud...
dunno where the voice came from...
the energy rushing in my blood.. i climb up the stair and i swear i can join the Olympic coz damn it was so damn fast i ran...

or also like this...no no no...

what!!! where the hell is ma sister...not a perfect time to play hide and seek..
went to my lil sister room at the back...reach out both of them...
my legs like a spaghetti...barely cant stand up still...
3 of us ambushing my mum's room...wake her up in a middle of the night and deliver super scary news...well the 2nd version of the story i exaggerates lil bit more...
make it sound more interesting and scarier and used it upon my mum so she can accompany us down stair...i tell u what??? i didn't work at all!!...she said " DUN BE SCARED, PROTECT UR OWN HOUSE, IT CAN DO NOTHING TO HARM US!!"

fear or something that u dunno what it is???

at the front line is my sister in her boxer and holding the HOLY QURAN...(not a appropriate things to wear to hold our HOLY QURAN)...
the 2nd line is my lil sister...( eyes halfway open coz i woke her up and forced to join the battle).
the 3 rd line or a.k.a coward line is me...still in spaghetti legs...

together we went down...
shut down the computer...
turn off the TV...
and guess what??
THE WHISTLING GHOST IS BACK...whistling again...
join the Olympic game now are my both sisters...
ran damn fast..sure I'm the 1st one to reach up stair...

now see what happen??
all 3 of us in a small room..
fill up any available empty spaces...
more is safer and more is merrier...
woke up the next morning like nothing happen...
and hope it will never haunt me again...
NEVER!!...

DON'T do this to ur lil sista

2010-06-18T22:18:00.026+08:00

do u ever feel like u wanna do sumthing but dunno how??
do u ever feel like u wanna drag sumone closer to u in ur creative mastermind??
do u ever feel like u LOVE ur lil sista so damn much till u wanna put her in a FAME??
do u ever feel like all that u can do to put it all above together and to make it realistic is by using ur lil sista to complete ur dreams??

and now when it already happened, and when ur lil sista tht evolve to not so lil sista figured out her past childhood pics was soooo embarrassing till she wanna hang u to death??
ALL U CAN DO IS SIT BACK AND SMILE FROM EAR TO EAR...
GUESS wat?? it was after all not so great mastermind instead a GREAD IDEA!!

now as years passed, u always got sumthing to threaten ur lil sista if she ever refuse to fulfill ur DEMAND...
but wateva it is....LOVE UR LIL SISTA but even though i said DONT DO THIS TO UR LIL SISTA...u can sumtimes do it...no always and all the time lah...
only once in a while can maa...

so wat???
CHECK THIS OUT YA!! (^_^)...

SECTION 1 INTRODUCING: LIL MISS WIWID ( flash from the PAST)

fashion crime 101 no. 1

fashion crime 101 no. 1 (close up view)

fashion crime 101 no.2

fashion crime 101 no. 3

fashion crime 101 no. 4

fashion crime 101 no. 5 ( hip hop girl??)

fashion crime 101 no. 6 (false make up??)

SECTION 2 INTRODUCING: MISS ALAH (flash from the PAST)

fashion crime 101 no.1

fashion crime 101 no. 2

fashion crime 101 no. 3

INTRODUCING: ALL TOGETHER

double fashion crime no.1

double fashion crime no.2

double fashion crime no.3

INTRODUCING: COMEL (flash from the past)

cat fashion crime 101 (forced to wear baby shirt)

cat fashion 101 (forced to live in a CRIB built & design by me!!)

PAST AND PRESENT (they are both look better!!)

fashion DO (MISS alah in old blossom)

fashion DO (LIL MISS WIWID in old blossom)

hahaha pity them...
but i think they shud thanx me for taught them lil bit bout FASHION since they were a lil girl...
NOW look what they had became...
very NICE & PRETTY..
even sumtimes better than me...

well i think thats all...
till me meet again in the next episode of LMDY...
LET ME DESIGN UR LIL SISTER FASHION...
but to be fair...

DONT lah do THIS TO UR LIL SISTA...
tata (^_^)...

My Fantasy world....

2010-06-15T02:38:00.006+08:00

everywhere i go...
every steps i took...
and every single day...
will forever stay...
but poor little girl...
she fall into the world...
a place like no other...
everything changes all the time...
everything she saw are real...
now she realize...
what it feel...
to be trap in her own fantasy world...
welcome ladies and gentlements...
i present ya...the gallery of ma fantasy world...
sit back and relax...
just enjoy the view (^_^)..

Alice and me....my wonderland

love is beautiful like a sunset....

Mary Anne bz looking at her mirror...but I'm still glad coz coco Chanel Cheer me up with a huge smile on her face..

have fun...feel like in a circus...all the colorful balloons...awwwwh i LOVE it..

I'm an ANGEL....but i cant fly away...coz ma hat is so heavy..

reflection of me everywhere i go...never stared at each other...and believe me it will be much more better..

Mr snail why u r up there on Mr mushroom??...come down here coz I'm lonely by myself...

Princess Fantaghiro looking for Prince Tarabas in a cursed forest...

im blank...let me out of here...

ready to get out of here???
coz u already reach the end...
now close ur eyes...
imagine u r floating in a air...
now when u open ur eyes...
everything will be gone...
will another day come??
nobody know..
------THE END-------

model: lil miss wiwid
clothes and outfits: old blossom box store
location: everywhere
letmedesign what??: let me design your fantasy world...
channel: LMDY
p/s: stay tuned and seya again on the next episode >_<.........

Room For a Lady Lavender

2010-05-31T20:25:00.015+08:00

As for this continuation go on from ma previous project...
i reveal ya the 2ND room for the apartment project...
so stand up and give a up foooorrrrrrrrrrr.....Room For A Lady Lavender...
clap clap...standing ovation and thank you...(hehe too much i think)...
OK let me give ya a very short brief for this room design...

(1) a sort like a contemporary japanese with an addition of modern yet simple.

a lil asian touch = most of u will ask what it gotta do with japanese contemporary. actually nothing much bout japanese adaption in this room theme. to make it look lil bit asian i added one japanese low table. so in other way u can have a huge space instead of putting too much furniture that can make ur room look way more smaller.

(2) colour selection:

feature wall = lavender purple
non feature wall = light grey. ( too smoothing the room )

(3) furniture selection:

furniture selection = too brighten up the room, select one main furniture that can give a colour contra for your room. in ma case i chose a red colour single sofa near the feature wall so u can see the difference between both colour, lavender & red.

built-in furniture = i applied two basic colour which are white and grey.

SO YOU THINK U CAN DANCE??
oppsi typo error...it supposed to sound like this...
SO YOU THINK U'VE SEEN IT ALL???
i dont think so....so enjoy ur view as u scroll down for more picture...

view from the top 1

view from the top 2

perspective 1

perspective 2

the Japanese style low table

day view

night view

i believe u've seen it all already...
u can view it as many time as u can...
i promise u with all ma heart tht i wont bite ya nor kill ya...
wanna see more???

wait till the next episode of LETMEDESIGN you...
u'll see more im sure...
so stay tuned with this channel...
LETMEDESIGN YOUR Room For A Lady Lavender...
coz i like LAVENDER and COLORFUL is one of ma favourite things...
xoxo (^_^)...

Triple celebration at Al-Rawsha KL..

2010-05-26T01:22:00.008+08:00

since our family had a triple celebration so we've decided to have a family dinner at Al-Rawsha. wondering what are the triple celebration??

(1) my sis shida finally got her master & graduate
(2) my brother-in-law b'day ( sis shida husband)
(3) little miss wiwid b'day ( the youngest in our family)

where is Al-Rawsha??
answer: what i can say that it was located at Jalan Damai in a heart of KL and there's a lot more Arabic restaurants nearby and im sure u all knoe, which are:-

(1) The Castle
(2) Andalus
(3) etc ( hehe that's the only name that i can remember)

here are some of pictures 90% taken by me at Al- Rawsha Arabic restaurant...( well that explained why i got only few pictures in this album ).

well let see..

from left: baby alah, dad, mum & lil miss wiwid

from left: dad, mum & lil miss wiwid

baby izz yamin

dad & miss fatty

miss fatty

me & baby izz

just me

all together

sis anor,her hubby & baby izz

lil miss wiwid

baby alah

sis shida & her hubby

baby mika

baby izz, me & little camel

battle of the kitten: DEBAB vs DEKPEK...must see this.

2010-05-23T00:49:00.010+08:00

always free on saturday...
always hv a long to do list to be completed...
but always end up achieved only half from the to do list...
part of it is updating ma blog...
ok2 lets talk bout today HOT topic....(hot becoz malaysia sooo hot maa)...
u better be prepare coz this is 18 SG topic...
children is advised to get supervised by parents..
n adult should hug each other coz u'll get scare...(why hug?? hehe no idea bantai jerla)..

and this is the battle of kitten: DEBAB vs DEKPEK...

before i released sensored images i think u all wanna knoe the bottom of this battle..
DEKPEK was invited before to meet DEBAB..
and this is the secret conversation between both of them when they face to face...

(note:dialogues translated by cat specialist which me lah..hehe promoting myself)

drumline please...(drum drum drum drum drum)...

hahaha nothing scary actually bout this...
it just the very 1st meeting between DEKPEK (which is my kitten) & DEBAB ( jezmine kitten)...
so becoz of DEBAB so lonely jezmine requested my sis to bring along DEKPEK so they cn play together and be a good fren...
awwwwwww soooo cute and yet damn adorable u both..
well we dun leave the store empty handed..
we did a LITTLE SHOPPING (i called it little coz normally we shopping more n more)...
and my lil sista widah was so lucky to get b'day present form jezmine ( her b'day is on this sunday)...

WE ARE HAPPY >_<...wheeeeeee...

fatty holding cute DEKPEK & lil miss wiwid with her new clothes & present from jezmine.

fatty posing with DEKPEK...

lil miss wiwid look soo happy coz she got wat she want (and succeed in making me a POKAI sista..haha)..

me posing with fatty...but the picture taken by lil miss wiwid GOYANG plak...

look how adorable DEKPEK on ma car dashboard...wait till u see the next pic...

look how SMART DEKPEK pooping in ma car...hehe cnt imagine the natural aromatheraphy spreading in ma car...n forced me to let all windows wide open...hehe FYI i just got back from the carwash...tankiu DEKPEK for extra sourvenir...(^_^)

TAKE 1: lil miss wiwid in her new outfit bought from OLD BLOSSOM BOX n cute black belt which is the present from jezmine...

TAKE 2: smiling from ear to ear...

TAKE 3: changing position...

tats how the story ended...
and if u wanna see more wait till the next post...
owh forgot to tell ya...
LETMEDESIGN your cat behaviour so they dun just simply POOPING in ur car....
seya next time...
stay tuned...
tata (^_^)...

Jezmine Old Blossom, secret note & flat tyre.

2010-05-16T01:01:00.014+08:00

what else i hv to do on saturday???
stuck in my house like stuck in an oven...
sleep?? nuhhh will only coz me a major headache...
shopping??? YUP wat a GREAT idea!!...
well i dun wanna do it alone coz i will look like a LONER LOSER...
so i gotta drag ma sister in this...

this is ma to-do-list before stepping out ma feets from ma house:-

(1) go to ranjit clinic at ss15
(2) go to I AM JET FUEL shop
(3) go to OLD BLOSSOM BOX STORE at shah alam

but well plan changes all the time and this wat exactly happened:-

(1) went to ranjit clinic at ss15 ( mission failed coz too many patients waiting)
(2) went to I AM JET FUEL shop ( just stop by & window shopping - no updates)
(3) went to OLD BLOSSOM BOX STORE ( updates, bought a cute yellow cardigan & take some pics with Jezmine)
(4) went back to car and saw somekind-like-a secret note underneath the front wiper
(5) went to workshop (just discovered a flat tyre)
(6) and the list go on >_<

look these picture urself...

welcome to the OLD BLOSSOM BOX store...>_<

bought this cute yellow cardigan for RM50...I LIKE!!

pose with jezmine 1...

pose with jezmine 2...

a mystery gentlemen left this note under front wiper of my sis car...(wat a nice gentlemen.we thought someone left his number..well soo perasan..huhu)

flat tyre 1 ( we went to the nearest workshop)..

flat tyre 2 ( wow that bad huh?? how come we never noticed it)

wat a girl hv to in a workshop??? posing 101 from my sis, fatty..

fatty posing again. nice backgorund with all the tyres...

sooo freaking HOT & TIRED too....me sitting on the chair like im the LADY BOSS...

wat a SATURDAY...
sumtimes anything can happen & we can never knoe until it really happened...
and this is wat happened to us...
HAPPY, FUNNY, LAUGHING, TIRED but worth it...
wow!! two new post in a single night??
gotta catch ma pillow n sleep..
till then seya in the next episode...

LETMEDESIGN your happy day...
remember stay tuned to this channel..
tata :-p...

fly fm part 2: i won it again. that easy huh?

2010-05-16T00:25:00.014+08:00

listen to fly fm...
grab ma hp...
type a sms as instructed by fly fm dj...
and then BINGO!!...
my hp ringing and as i pick up d hp....
" hidayah!! u just won urself 4 invites to watch urself n 3 of ur frens to a special screening of movie________________" ( fill in the blank?? many movies i had won n in future much more i guess...so just let it blank >_<)...
OK let see what i hv won this time...

finally the cheque hv been delivered.
(techically my sister won it but she hv to thank me for fill up her name in " fly fm fun facts" contest).

RM 100 that simple huh?? i told ya...

4 invites to watch special screening of Bounty Hunter...

Bounty Hunter: i think it just a pain on ma ass movie.i mean BORING...

well lucky it just a free tix. watch it with ma sis, n 2 of ma frens...

4 invites to watch special screening of Date Night...

Date Night: hilarious movie...i like it...>_<

watch it with ma sis, my bro & me....one more tix: burn coz nobody want to watch.

well thats all for this episode of " i won fly fm"...
wait again for the next post if i win sum more...
if i can win it from fly fm that easy...
sure u can..
seya again...and stay tuned with this channel...
LETMEDESIGN your easy-to-win...
tata...

Room For Black Heart

2010-05-09T16:47:00.008+08:00

this design is part of my freelance project for my sister bestfren`s condo...
the progress quite slow coz I've been involved in lots of matter tht required lil time spend for ma own fav things...
well in the end of the day i can managed time of ma own and only completed 1 room from 3 rooms...
1 finished and 2 more to go...

when come to odd shape for a room space it kinda difficult to organize furniture in..

my advice: less is more...

what does tht mean??: reduce the usage of loose furniture and maximize the usage of built-in furniture...

colour selection: this client of mine is a girl with a boyish style...so i decided to combine black,grey & dark brown..

black is bad: black can be bad when u apply for a the whole area but bad in other way can be sexy & modern when u only apply it on the feature wall ONLY...

i feel HOT in this room!!!: chill ma fren...there's a YIN & YANG for every element in this world...for this room u can harmonise the balck hot sexy colour with an addition of green element...such as plant/flower.

so how does it look llike??: well see it urself...i got views from diffirent angle...

now u see??? not tht difficult after all...
for ur own room u can add a lil something something tht u like...
but not th much laa...
remember "less is more"...but does tht mean "more is less"...
whateva philisophy tht u hold into...
u gotta make it style of ur own..
coz ur identity is wat differ u thn others..

till then gotta catch ya later own..
stay tuned with this channel...
LET ME DESIGN YOUR BLACK HEART!!!...
yeaaah!!! yeeaaah!! ^_^

VaMpiRe mAdNeSs & HoTnEsS!! - must see!!

2010-04-24T16:18:00.046+08:00

rain falls heavily...
storm & dark clouds gather...
night fall and the creatures of the night awake...
to find u & u might be the next victim...
BEWARE of the bloodsucker!!

but I'm not afraid instead i LOVE it...
weird huh???
nothing weird about it in this century where most of the girls r dying for the handsome vampires they been seen in a movie...
but here i am to talk bout another obsession of mine...
collecting vampire novels...
i read bout it 1st way before most of it been feature in a movie...
but dun worry girls coz I'll share all of d hottest vampires ever right after this...
introducing part of my vampire novels collection...

the mini bookshelf

the twilight series
(twilight,new moon,eclipse,breaking dawn)
author: stephenie meyer

a dark creature approaching during the photoshot session

hey it just a cutie kitten of mine...

son of a witch (author: gregory maguire)
moon called (author: patricia briggs)

the secret circle part I & II (author: L.J Smith)

witchlight, black dawn & the forbidden game ( author: L.J. Smith)

thirst (author: christopher pike)
dark vision (author: L.J. Smith)

night world I series & night world II series
(author: L.J.Smith)

the vampire diaries series
(author: L.J. Smith)

Dark Secret I (author: elizabeth chandler)
vampire kisses 9author: Ellen schreiber)

all of these novels r killing me!!
my fav novels definitely the twilight series,forbidden game & the vampire diaries...
half of it became a big hit when produced as a movie or tv series...
people love watching it but let be honest GIRLS love watching it....
why??? because of a handsome bloodsucker known as a vampire...
they r HOT, SEXY, HANDSOME, GORGEOUS & ROMANTIC!!! wow!!...too much enthusiasm i think...pardon me...

check this greatest vampire movies/tv series ever made...

AND WHAT MAKE A VAMPIRE MOVIE/TV SERIES A BIG HIT???
THE SECRET LIES IN THESE FRONTMAN.
THEY R HANDSOME,GORGEOUS,SEXY,HOT AND ROMANTIC...hmmm wondering why i kept repeating this over n over...pardon me once again...just cnt help it...
if they r a vampire, i dont even mind if they bite me.
hehe crazy me...
if u dont believe me why dun u judge urself...(girls only)...

vampires in a "vampire diaries tv series"

owh lestat....lucky charlize theron coz she got him already...

nobody can beat MY EDWARD CULLEN...forget it if u ever heard people talking bad bout him...they r being jealous coz they cnt be like him (according to my experience,when people r jealous they tend to do almost anything to make him look bad).

brat pit & tom cruise in "interview with the vampire". both married already..poor..

well thats all for today...
LET ME DESIGN YOUR vampire world....
coz vampire is HOT,SEXY,HANDSOME....(ok ok i should stop it)...hehe..
stay tuned with this channel...
and remember u r NOT ALONE...
and they will come after u TONIGHT...
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee >_<...